I am a Christian! I wish I could say that I've "arrived"...but the more I learn, the more I know I don't know!
I used to try to keep my house spotless (who was I fooling)? As soon as the house was clean, I'd make the children load up in Vanna White and go for a lonnnggggg drive. Christa says she is scarred for life from me playing Irish music on our drives!
The truth is I needed the house to be clean and I knew if we stayed there it was hopless...so we drove! I now realize that my insides weren't clean so I tried to keep control of my surroundings!
This was a losing battle, and the more children that we had the harder it became!
I tried to get involved in alot of good activities, thinking that would help. Teaching children's church, being in Women's ministry, teaching adult classes, being on the missions committee all good things...just not God's best for me. I found out I was trying to show God I was needed............
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